NEVER TRY TO TEST MY PATIENT.... I WARN ANYONE WHO WANT TO COMMENT... U WAN TO COMMENT KEEP UR FUCKING LANGUAGE TO URSELF AND DON COMMENT WITH IT...

I NOT TOKING ABOUT ly.... stroll down and see the another comment.... i don care who is it... you want to act secretive so be it... keep ur comment to urself then... i don need them...


xOOx - 11:56:00 pm



ARGH..... I FUCKING EMOTIONAL... FUCK FUCK FUCK... I FUCKING SICK ALSO... ARGHHHHHHHHH..... AM I THINKING TOO MUCH... HAIX HAIX...... FUCK FUCK FUCK.... SHOULD I WAIT OR SHOULD I JUST TELL...


xOOx - 11:37:00 pm



hmmmmm.. sian 1/2.... im sick and emotional now.... arghhhhh... why is it this past memory attacking me again.... haiz... im sadded by the past.... i miss my past... but everything have changed.... and is a fucking big change to me.... my heart is in a pain... why am i feeling in this way... argh....

how i wish i can tell her about this...
how i wish she is here...
how i wish blah blah blah...

haix... she she she.... there it go again... i stepping into another life.... and this life is counting down in 4 days... wad answer will i have... i miss her...


xOOx - 10:46:00 pm



today have been as per normal...
play bball after lecture....
something special will be went donate blood...
ho ho ho.. that fun... did something intersting in my life...
felt weak after that.. but recover after a nap when i got home...
i think i shall constantly go donate... it not even help me it also help the others...
hmmmmm... o m g.... i think the next 4 days will be going fine as it coming to a end and coming to a start...that all... shall turn out and get some rest....

xOOx - 11:44:00 pm



arghhhhhh.....
where are you????
sleeping?
busy?

arghhhhhh......

Should i tell her?


xOOx - 11:58:00 pm



Christmas Gift to someone
Starssssss

i did this for someone this christmas... stay up to 2am to fold them... wahhaa..


xOOx - 9:14:00 am



What a busy week since school started... i feeling tired... but feeling the fun out of it... im experiencing poly life which it shld be made to be... ho ho ho... first is study... it look slacking but lots to study too... and cca... gls started to be as fun as its be... ho ho ho...

ever since im back from the holi... i changed alot again... which i felt i did... for you all i dunno... ever since some problems and events arise... i have getting used to them and forgeting them as time goes by... soon it will be a new year... everything will start with a new story... a story which i hope to be happy and fun... i will put down wadever thing i left... and cont the story with a new page...

enough of serious talk... my brother is back from china... yeaaa... i will not be as bored as ever liao.. whahaha....


xOOx - 8:41:00 pm



I Dream

In my mind
I can climb
All the mountains that surround me
My spirits there, where eagles dare to fly

In my heart
There s a spark
That can light the world around me
An open door, where I am sure dreams are

It doesn t matter if I win
Or the colour of my skin
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself

Chorus 1:
And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream I can be
The hero that's in me
When I dream, I dream

If there s a time in your life
When the odds are so against you
There s no defeat, if all you keep is pride

First or last
Slow or fast
There s a dignity that makes you
Keep driving on, when world s have come apart

It doesn t matter rich or poor
Or the things you ve done before
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself

Chorus 2:
And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream I can be
The hero that s in me
When I dream,

I dream
Of a moment
That forever will be golden
When the torch is passed
Only dreams will last
That are shared by everyone

And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in

I dream
I can be
The hero that s in me
When I dream, I dream

------------------------------

going to sing this with the gls on staff and student day... whahaha...


xOOx - 6:30:00 pm



have not been updating the blog for the last few day... have been super busy in sch...

[12/12/04]

nothing really happened.. just go to sch.. have lecture, pract... everything have been so normal on that day....

[13/12/04]

have lecture at 1pm... came to sch to wish junwei happy birthday... haha.. disturb him.. wahaha.. then after that i pon the mst1 lecture.. sian... hmmmmm... nvm.... shall not say y i don wan to come...

[14/12/04]

sian... have a boring day.. but attended gls training.... fun and tiring... cos i nv slp well that night be4... whahaha... hmmm.. back to day during my ncc's days... whaha... quite fun la... shall cont to have this kind of trg more.. whahah.... my sadist character is back... 5! 4! 3! 2! 1! 1 push up! 5 push up! whole lot knock it down...wahhaha... my style... whaha... everyone in ncc know my way of sadist.. lol...




xOOx - 5:48:00 pm



whahaha... got this skin in blogskins... look cute that why i up it up... lol... click on those bottom and you will see the popout of the screen.. lol.. maple story... hehe...

11 Dec 2004:

Gls outing... at marine bay.. lol... fun fun... 23 ppl turn up for this outing.. lol... we waited for late comers for 1hr... whaha... then we move toward the super cue... to play pool... ho ho... won 2 game becos of black and white ball got in together.. lol... closed the table.. and went to acarde to play awhile.. lol... then move on for steamboat.. whaha... we are the nosiy grp over there.. pathetic... see them let that.. si bei paiseh... lol... ate and play and tok... whoooo.... wad a fun grpm to get along with... after that went to acarde again.. lol.... and i keeping stoning during the steamboat... *wake up* whahaha...


xOOx - 2:00:00 pm



have a long day today... have class since 10am... followed by a 2 hrs of lecture... i was there doing the prac hw la... nv listen to her... and have this bad headache after that... cos i nv like the feeling when i doing a maths question and ppl keep asking me question... but is okay la... after that lecture i abit face black black.. after a while im back to myself liao... make our way to mb prac and the lecturer is cute la.. whahaha... the way he tok is cute la.. lol

have about 2hrs of pract and we make our way to c3 for lunch... then make our way to convention and we started my bad throat problem.. lol... cheer our way tru.... finale... cheer the SOLID cheer and The Family song.... haha...

all the tea session. lol... nv ate but we play around with each other... lol... after that we made our way to beauty world food centre and have dinner... it look like a tok cock session la... whaha... only 4 person ate the other were toking all the way... lol...

took bus 67 home with lichong... he is the last soul surviour in the buddy thingy.. lol... i think he is quite interested in the life in np... cos of our group of ppl.. lol... he don only make fren with our class ppl... ppl of class too... lol....

busy sia... hj they call me to go 85 but cannot go.. lol... going mb with gls... i think i start neglect them liao... but they always choose 85 so far leh... v sian one....


xOOx - 10:56:00 pm

hahha... im just a slacker... nv go did my hw in the end... did this new layout... whahaha.... hmmmm... sian... hmmmmm....


xOOx - 12:07:00 am



Since school started, I have been actively update my bloggy. The frog in the house is hardworking. Let update about today. It's IS day today. Have class only in the afternoon. OralCom at 1pm, have some introduce section and brief about next week programme. After that was S&W, got to choose the activity I wanted. TENNIS. yeaaaaaa....

It was a short day today. Waited for nai ma and sheryl with yichao and took 61 to bb and took the mrt home. During the waiting, saw someone i don't wish to see. nvm forget it... i don't even wish to look at her. After that, make our ways home.

Tml will be a long day for me... 10am- 6pm... no breaks... 8hours... wow... song bo!!!! shall stop here and do my maths hw.... whahahha... good frog in the house... lol rabbit!


xOOx - 8:06:00 pm



have 1 hr tut in the morning...
went to pool factor again..
2nd time in a week...
im sick of pool soon...
out of form...
tiring...
went to sch to find liching to get my policy book...
then went back to pool factor...
up and down...
have lunch at beauty world...
late for lecture...
so dame tiring... but try to understand...
have ipc prac...
learn how to wash to appartus well...
went to canteen 2 to meet su su...
have chicken chop..
taste so sux..
went for the gls meeting...
have fun shooting at ppl...
catch out with those gls...
went to pool factor after the meeting.. wow.. sian..
then play for another hour or so of pool... still out form...
have 2 matchs with jeremy...
he's good...
i still learning my cutting skill.. getting better...
hehe...
i always have the serious look when playing pool...
influence by ray ys they all.. when play with them.. they damn serious one la...
play until 9pm.. then i left first...
so tired la...


xOOx - 10:19:00 pm



came sch early to have some game with the buddies....
play captian ball...
play bball...
have lurch with the buddy's mentor..
is pizza... ^-^
haha.. chit-chat with her....
she is a good lecturer la..
rush down to lt76 for MB lecture..
wad a lecturer we have...
now my name is yichao..
and yichao will be jason...
whahah... a joke of the day...
have MST1 lecture after that...
boring like hell...
wan to sleep sia...
trying to do the tut hw... but i missing something...
guess wad is it???
don tell you... lol
then was there chit chating with hs jf janis...
lecture ended...
took 61 with xiao zhu, nai ma, chao to bb...
tok all the way on the bus...
fun.... saw sheryl at bb mrt station...
i left first.. becos the mrt go to yew tee only..
whahha.... reach home... went out for a jog...
whooo... shiok.... it is so windy and good weather to run la...
jog for about 15 mins....
i only run when i usually down... lol.... but after that run i feel better...
ho ho ho... christmas is coming... lol...
maths hw is alot la... sian....
shall go mug liao..
gone...


xOOx - 10:39:00 pm



schhhhhh started....
wad a day...
saw my buddy...
quite steady type... but late today... nvm...
have some ice break with them...
quite lame la... whahah...
met up with the mentor... treating us pizza tml.. lol...
but tmr only 2 of the buddies will be there... the other 2 working...
brought them around...
after sch went to play pool...
lichong came with us...
steph is taller then then que stick.. lol...
i play until about 5pm i ciao..
took the same bus as lichong... chat chat a little...

that my day...
so damn tiring..
nv sleep well ytd....


xOOx - 9:56:00 pm



[mood: boring ]
[Listening: Alicia Key - Karma ]

Yeap... school starting tmr.... if will be a new start for me after a month of break.. it seem so many things happened this one month break... Tmr going to sch by 7.30 to meet up with those gls at the bus stop... so damn early la... sian diao... y cant meet at the LT there... argh... nvm la.... i think some of us going to pon lecture tmr... whahaha... how sick man... whahaha.... first day of sch spliot my image to pon class liao.. lol... but is a mass pon-ing section.. lol.. got alot of things to get in sch.. omg...

Things to Get

• MircoBiology Lecture Notes(Library Printing Shop)
• Mathematics and Statistics I Lecture Notes(Canteen 1 Printing Shop)
• IPC Lecture Notes(Library Printing Shop)

There is still textbook and S&W t-shit and short needed to buy... sian diao... broke liao la....


xOOx - 11:59:00 am



Nothing better to do at home... later going to pack my room look so messy... soon going to sch start again... happy happy... usually next week... whoooo.... to some they may think it sux to go to sch.. but to me it is fun... cos at least i wun be facing this empty house everyday.... my brother went china for yep... meaning from morning to about evening time it is empty.... even though i used to it... but hate this feeling of being alone....

just redid the layout of my private blog... i think it look nice to me... lol... got it from blogskin... lol... lasy to do myself.. lol... add password feature to it... so you all cant see it... :p i also don wish to open the public for viewing...

-where are you?-


xOOx - 2:19:00 pm



Change the blog address, hosted it at a new place, changed the layout of it. I am totally too bored already. Nothing better to do, I went to change the address of the blog and host it at the server of mine. jasonthefrog.com my new domain. so cute right. haha. Change the layout of the skin with some help of blogskin.com, the background of the skins there attract me so i used the background but changed the layout. lol....

today went to meet yichao at gombak and went to register our TT. after that we went to city area and do some shopping. but i just dont have the mood for shopping. i am so damn tired also.... that why i didn't brought any shirts. yichao got one black t-shirt.

walk around and sat at mac and talk for awhile. after that we make our way home. lol... both of us sleep our way through the mrt ride... so damn tired la...


xOOx - 10:13:00 pm

_2nd dec 2004:

went to school and meet the fellow gls for the briefing for the Project: Exploration next week. All GLs wore black top on that day. kind of seeing a sea of black that day. We were joking with yanjun all the way as we having briefing by him. ^lol^

After that we went into LT51b for another briefing by Mrs Tang. We got to know about the programme and the buddys attached to us. I got on this guy called Justin from AES. From the namelist, i don see anyone from my ex-sec school. Not steady at all. boooooo...

After briefing, then nai ma say want to go town and chill or not. Then i sian diao, i need to rush back home and off my labtop then go out meet them again. Catch up with them at PS, kopitiam. then we are gossiping about ^ahem^, our lao de. The content about should be kept secret. Then we made our way to Parklane to play pool. Our xiao zhu is learning how to play, and so excited when she hit the ball. Was shouting her way through the place. Luckly i'm at the other table. haha. I kind of tired playing pool, just played the day before. Then cannot really concentrate to play. All my ball out of play one.

Then suraj need to rush back, then i accompany him to take bus. Then just as i board the bus, i realise that my card is at the pool centre. Forgotten that i put down with the lady. Then took out all my coin to throw into the trip back home. Was talking with suraj all the way, talking about next week, talking about o's, alot. He is a fun guy to be with.

came home, on my labby and chat with alot of people loh. hehe.. and with ^ahem^.... Just read lao de blog, something about karma that i don't understand. ^lol^


xOOx - 1:30:00 am



Tired after so many days of fun. Yesterday, went to ubin with the GLs. It was so fun out there. The route that i used to take last time is totally different from those I took yesterday. We took those mountain trials. Up slope down slope, i am the back man with benjaime, someone I don't really see him in training for the past few weeks. I think he went for YEP. But like halfway through he not feeling well, so for safety purpose i told edmund that he should cycle in front then I was left behind alone to cover the back. It is good also, i can relax cycle my way through, looking around the place.

I going off to school now for briefing about next week exploration science for the 100 secondary school students. so tired... yawn


xOOx - 1:08:00 pm


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