I'm sick of explaining this, and hearing explaination anymore. Friends come friends go, maybe you all are the one that goes. Or i should say i am the one who left. That all i wish to say, I don't blame whose fault is it, I just treated it is mine. If you think that I'm the one who break that trust or should i say bond. Talking more about it just spliot my day, I not a kid anymore. I don't say friend or don't friend this kind of thing. I just think we once know each other that fate already, if you all can't beleive about this fate then I shall not to. I have been believing that 4 of us will go on long enough but for now I only picture only 3 of you and I not there. If you all think that you can't trust me then some secret i have been hidden in me shall have risen long ago.
You 3 can happily go have fun and I don't wish to care anymore. Fuck care.....
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_.22 Nov 2004: I went to gym with chao today. Meet him at Clementi at 11:30. Some normal weight training here and there. Train until about 1pm going to 2pm, then did some wash up and have lurch at one of coffee shop out there. I called Darius after seeing 2 missed call by him, but I got an unpleasant reply that spliot my mood. I shall not talk about it, he and his group should know what is it. After lurch, went to orchard to get timon birthday present. Shouldn't say what is that. Timon, you will know on friday.
After getting it, when window shopping with Yichao. Went Paragon Quiksilver shop and look at shorts. I saw one of the sweater that i like alot, but quite expensive. I'm broke. We moved on to Heeren and look around. We took bus down to Penisular Plaza and he brought me to this few shop, the shirts and shorts are my taste, tempted to get them. Maybe next week, I will come down again with him to shop for them.
Went to bugis after that, walk around bugis street and Bugis junction. Then sat down at mos for a drink because i need to wait for milton to go Sim Lim Square to get the switch. So I and yichao there talk cock. Then after that i went to meet milton and got theswitch and i went to bugis street to shop alone and I saw a bag, when the guy introduce I straight away like it. I asked for a red but out of stock, then got my next colour, orange. Suddenly i remember something, why i like orange also because of someone. sigh. Forget it. Got the orange one and transfered everything over to that bag, i don't want to carry a big pastic bag around. After that took bus 67 back home.
_.23 Nov 2003: I woke up at 7:30am. Get change and get ready to go out and meet milton and rongjun at comcentreIII. Did the mounting of the switch at the rack. And went to the pantray and talk cock after that. All about tiger(only 3 of us know what is that), business, servers, etc. And after that I went home and rot until now.
My new bag... ^-^
picture of shirt and shorts i brought a few weeks ago..
picture of me... fake simile because i not feeling good today...
xOOx - 3:55:00 pm