Sunday, November 07, 2004
misses? like? love? wad are they to you?
just finish lurch with my parents... sian man... life is so sucky... sometime things happened so fast that u dunno wad to do... it may seem that it is nothing to u already but just a small event may affect you... hate it... when someone need u then he/she then come tok to u... when they don need u they just kick u one side.. when u chat to them they are away... haix... maybe they are just not fated to you ba.... face the fate ba...
did i did the right thing? hope i did it right ba... hmmmm.... i suddenly feel so tired of the life i living in... can someone come in and change it for me... how long will it take to change someone character... ten years... one month... one day.. one min.. one sec... should i say no one can change their character... it is always my this character that cos this all problem that happened... hai.. or it is me, myself is the problem... i also dunno...
love to me has lost it meaning already... the everlasting love i have been seeking for.. will never come... i hope that someday somewhere i can find that someone.. but for now... i have stop seeking... and thats me... the same old me... with the same old attitude...
the world would not stop spinning just because you are sad... so life must go on... i hate you!!!!!!
xOOx - 1:38:00 pm
