I have a chat with peiyi just now. sigh. I don't know what to do next. She is the reason I have been giving in so much for this group of friends. She was right I don't wish to break this friendship and I don't want to. I don't what have happened to me, I'm thinking off this few days. I can felt that something big going to happen and its bad. Now, I can't sleep, its like yesterday but at least i force myself to bed yesterday. Not today. I don't know why.
My msn nick put sleeping because i don't wan anyone to disturb me. I watched The Incredibles just now on my labtop, funny movie. Trying to laugh during to funny part but I can't. Just thinking what have happened. Tears was running round my eyes, how weak am I. And this is me, I'm soft and easily affected.
sigh. I don't know what should i do? I keep listening to Simple Plan - Untitled, is like a song for dilemma. Look like the situation i having now.
_.sign off:
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xOOx - 2:03:00 am