Thursday, November 04, 2004
boring + tired + body ache
woke up today with aching all over my body... whahah... ytd physical training with the gls really work on me... wahha... ytd we have a 5hrs training... even tot like only 30+ ppl attended only we still carry on.. whaha... there is 2 parts of the training... we started the first part having the physical training... warm up and job one round around the school... the jog part is so easy.. whaha... maybe i have been training ba... or it is they run too slow liao.. lol...
after jogging... we have wad i call physicial and mental training.. whaha... the level to it is still low.. whaha... i gone tru that be4 during the ncc camp and training last time... but it have been very long when i gone tru another one.. lol...
that is the first part... we have our lurch break and we carry on the second part... where we learn cheers and songs... whaha... quite fun... sometime i regard joining the campfire where there is every year... haha.. some songs we learn all come from there whaha... remember some already.. whaha..
we clown the dum dum dilly king and queen.. whaha... funny... only those gls will know wad is that for...wahhha...
today done nothing.... just as usual rotting... watch some drama.... and my usual nap but a stupid msg make me wake up just 15 mins later... i dunno why suddenly i hate replying that msg... cant that person stop msg me... it has been months and that person still cant get the answer i wan to tell meh... and stop looking for my fren and tell them to call me to look for u... i wun... i don think u able to see this and so be it... i may be harsh and that me....
sian... my character and attitude keep changing ever since dunno when... i must try to control them or one day.. i dunno wad gotta happened...
since after i make up my mind... i nv wan to get into another relationship in this short term of time... it seem im not ready for one.. or is it i still cant find that one in my life.... shouldnt think too much about that... i still can live without love.... lol....
7 more days to go when my result will be out... pray hard that that i am able to pass all of them... i don wish to waste time on them.. please...
shall go start practise my drum... whaha... gone~
xOOx - 3:05:00 pm
