im always crazy....
today dunno why.. woke up early.... 9am already woke up le.... used to be at least 11am then woke up.. then there lying on the bed... stoning... then ma came in.. then i went to brush my teeth and back to the room.... on my labby... then see no1 online... then lock it and went out to read newspaper... have my breakfast... today.. im no myself leh.... did all the thing i don do on sun.... i eat breakfast today and woke up early.... sian....
back to my room wanting to study... then saw py online then chat with her... having her prelim tmr le... jia you wor.... i don wan to tok about wad we tok just now.... it sound it affect me again.... fuck la fuck la... i really dunno wad to care about le... im sick of it.... im lossing myself becos of alot of thngs.... but at least i have a batch of frens who CARE...
nvm.... soon or later... ppl will come or go.... who will be those who will stay?? no 1 know... so i wun expect much in life.... exploring it.. is wad i shld do... life is neverending..
tts it.. back to study.... im tired of toking about it anymore....
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我的错
 
飞机已离开机场 
你选择了前往你的方向 
不再迷惘 
忘了我们爱的过往 
忘了我给你的伤 
学会坚强 
 
从前的我不懂你牺牲多大 
为我失去朋友不讲 
还放弃了所有梦想 
觉得没怎样 
不会将心比心去想 
让你慢慢慢慢失去了希望
 
能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你 
我会仔细的聆听 
你对我说的一言一语 
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心 
对你好好的去珍惜 
请你相信我的心还是爱你 
 
我想再重来一次 
回到过去弥补你的伤 
没那种事 
怎么做才能够停止 
后悔竟伤你如此 
不再放肆 
 
为何总到失去才懂的难过 
当你在我身边的时候 
总是为我默默守候 
都是为我的错 
错过这难得的拥有 
就让你爱我的心慢慢溜走
 
能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你 
我会仔细的聆听 
你对我说的一言一语 
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心 
对你好好的去珍惜 
请你相信我的心还是爱你 
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this is one of the meaningful song i like... the lyrics and the song.... i have been listen to this song for quite a long period of time.... until now still listening.. keep repeating it.... hai.... 
xOOx - 10:48:00 am
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