Monday, September 06, 2004
another sleepless night...
it is 12:36am.... and i cant sleep again.. hai... another sunday which i cant sleep... sian diao... so i come in and blog loh.. i was browsing my singtel hp de no. and saw some old msg... oh man... not again... it is her... her msg still there.... hai... wad can i do... it seem tt im still there thinking of her.... even tot i hope to get into my new life... sound so irony...
not becos of tt, tt i cant slp... dunno la... just tt cant slp... after blogging maybe go read up cell bio... why is my life so unfair... now kinda of miss wad i have last time... even back to the time when im sec4 when i like someone... nv cherish the time... was so shy.... dunno wad to do... in the end... ended... 2 years later... like another ger... done everything... but she say im not understandable... and ended it.. it seem love is so unfair to me... seeing my frens.... those who don cherish their relationship one.. i will say them.... but why don i reprimanded myself... haiz....
my tears... dropped for 2 gers.... but will this 2 gers know? maybe staying single for now is good... but i will be waiting... trying.... seeking.... for the one.... "YOU"
"vow? wad is vow? when vow can be broken anytime... there is no meaning behind it anymore.... "
xOOx - 1:35:00 am
