hai.. wad a afternoon i have today... tears drop for a ger... feeling unhided... telling her wadever words i wan to tell her... but why she like not feeling anything... haiz... at the bottom of my heart i will like say that 3 words to you again... but it seem that u not feeling anything... u asked me if i got like any ger or not... ya i got... i like you... no!! to be exact... i still love you... how i wish i ever again can be with u again... that my bday wish... will you be my princess again? will you?

"missing something in my life and that is you..."
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xOOx - 9:21:00 pm

haiz... now chatting with py... haix... why do she wan to ask why.... i'm so tempted to tell you... but in the end i told you everything... i may sound that i forget bout you... forget bout the feeling for you.. forget the love.. forget all about you... but everything is wrong.. i still love you, love you as my xiao gong zhu... nv forget you.. nv forget the event i been with you... the time... the time i shld cherish...

i trying very hard to stop the tears to come out again... but they are rolling in my eyes... argh... my heart is so pain... why? why? why? i nv have a chance to be with you again? i tot haiding everything is a good thing... but hide it so long make my heart more painful... more sad...

wadever i told you just now are all truth...

my princess has gone...
will she come back...
i dont think so...
im so sad now..


xOOx - 6:06:00 pm

nothing better to do so just post picture into the blog.. hehe... tt is me and my bro in hk that time.. whaha...

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xOOx - 2:06:00 pm



what a week.... finally is friday liao... and is weekend le.. gotta have a good slp tml.. hehe... whaha... have not have a good for the past few day... everyday so early wake up.. lol... and rush out within 10mins... wow.. today.. argh... again... woke up 6:53am... argh... went to bath changed ate the breakfast... *fly* whaha.. within 10mins all done.. wahha... then go out and on the way to school.. lol...

have obc extra lesson with ms ng... hmm... can la... quite understand liao.. need to revisie in the weekend le.. lol... tml not going out ba... stay hm and do the cb project.. touch up abit.. i think shld able to complete then neet to do the mailmerge project for ita... alot of things to do... thinking going to the gym tml.. lol... maybe ba.. need to excercise le... getting fat le.. whaha....

hmmm... have the ita test today.. whaha... ok la.. shld able to pass... but i dunno will score or not.. whaha.. some formula i come out myself de loh.. whaha... then after test... so cold man... then my heart like contact... argh.. cannot stand then went out and went to toilet...

after ita.. got the ambassador interview with the staff... hmmm... this time like ok... more confidence in toking... then i nv black out... the interviewer is more better than then one i have in the previous one.. haha... now think back... few abit rude just in the start... i forget that did she call me to sit down.. i went to sit liao... then when she intro herself i did stand up and shake her hand la... haha... at least  i have courtesy... whaha... hmmm... like haven the same question ask again... hmmm... like some which i have already in mind and some is at the spot i think out one... haha... how to promote the sch.. haha... i ready tok cock... whaha... alot that i don think i will do, i just say.... whaha... then now need to wait for the result... wa lau.. end of aug... sian 1/2... so long... pray hard...

hmmm.. nothing special happened today... hmm.. oh ya... in obc lect... janis. ar janis... she was watching windstruck just now... whaha... omg... she ar...  then 2nd half i was tired.. then also join in with hansheng also watch... whaha... even tot cannot hear... we see the action already will laugh le.. whaha...

after sch... haha... disturb janis... when going off.. i took her bag... hee.. then i pass it to poon... haha.. then he hand her bag onto his head... don wan to return it to her.. whaha... like to see her angry that time... so cuteeeee... lol... we walk until bk 34 then return to her... haha... kena smack her.. timon the most follow by poon.. whaha...

after bk 34 went to artium.. saw hj.. then i say i hungry wanne to eat.. then call him to follow me go eat.. hehe.. wad a fren.. hj is very steady one.. haha... intially wan to eat le then go liao.. then in the end... say wait for ray.. then ray came.. he say he wan to eat... pull until 5 like tt then go... bloody... -.-''

just finish complied all the 3 of us the slides... haha... from 17slides become 13slides... omg... whaha.. tml then touch up abit.. hehe... i gotta slp enough tml.. haha... so many days nv slp good le... haha... at least must slp until 10 then wake up.. lol..

hope i will have a good weekend... haha... i suddenly got a feeling again... hmmm.... shhhhhh... let it keep in my heart first... haha... :p

"Should i or should i not?????"



xOOx - 9:48:00 pm



sian man.. going to do my obc tutorial soon.. be4 do.. come in and blog for a while loh... hmmm.. today is super sian loh... have cats and waa.. wooooo... can slp man... i nearly going to slp in waa le.. 2nd time le loh.. last week also.. wan to slp loh.. i really salute hanmin... he finish doing our grp the project le... haha... thank you man... then just now cats started to sian liao.. then sms janis... haha... then she say that she going to fms to ask about her changing her course.. i wish her luck but too bad luck wasn't at her side... she can't chang e course this sem or even next sem... need to wait for new year then she can change... so poor thing...

then me and yichao now providing help to her loh... going to help her on obc... tt time help timon on obc now janis.. hope tt our helps do help... hehe... jia you.. janis... u can de... lol... watch less tv play less game... play more attention in class u sure can de.. lol...

after school went to queenway shopping with yichao... haha... he went to get his shoelaces... lol... find so many shop also cannot find in the end then went to converse shop then have... saw alot of shirts... tempted to buy but cos this mth like over spend liao... so must control le.. hhaha... maybe i settle my hp bill first la... suddenly i like no money... haiz... feel like going to work... haha...  dunno la.. sian man...

after queenway went to ps and collect my cashier order... sian...  then we go find ying hui bday present.. lol... me and yichao and some of the guys share and get something for her.. tml going to pass it to her... lol...

dunno why today so tired.. so slpy... argh... keep wan to slp loh...

tml my ambassador 2nd interview... kind of scare... i like totally blank loh... dunno wad they will ask this time... hmm.. hope not hard ba... and i can get tru it.... *pray hard* tml ITA open test... think no need to study de ba.. lol... can make it... haha... quite understand wad he teach tru out the lesson... lol...

"kind of blur and confuse of what i want in my life.."


xOOx - 9:12:00 pm



ho ho... start my day waking late again... becos of my mother again.. haiz... don care... nvm... ermm... wad a misunderstanding with miss ng and the class today.. shld have extra class with her but in the becos the class nv saw the notice she put outside the lab so we wasted our 1hr bai bai wait for nothing.. oh ya... Ms Ng is my class advisor and OBC lecturer... hmmm... then have lab today... wad a failure... the experiment i and han sheng did... was a totally failure in the end.. lol... wad lao... become class lab manager today again... in 5 weeks i did 2 time le... argh.. ms ng dunno how to choose ppl one..  nvm... more pro le... very fast i settle everything liao... whaha...

have our lurch at canteen 4 as usual... after tt walk to block 56.. whaha... i took ying hui's the elmo on the bag.. whaha.. don wan to give her back.. whaha.. she chase mi from bk 34 there to block 56.. whaha.. nv tighten my shoe... and the shoe keep coming out.. lol nearly fall .. haa... cos cannot balance down my leg ma... haha... got a few time both leg on the air... cos of the shoe.. haha... she really chase sia... from 1st to the 5th floor still not giving up.. lol...

hmm.. ita... same as usually.. all of us nv listen one.. whaha... don care la... call us to do excersie we then keep asking those who got listen for help.. lol... but still alright la... ez only... whaha...

sian man... the whole night no mood to do anything.. so bored man... chatting with yichao, reine, tok alot of cock and rubbish... sian man..

oh ya... tml is ying hui bday.. haha.... happy early birthday to u... haha... hmmm.. don think u can see... cos u dunno mi blog address.. lol... :p

today i very lame... and naughty.... sorry to everyone who i disturb today.. haha... :p just tt i'm bored... haha....

"Life will be complete when you come into my heart...."




xOOx - 10:47:00 pm



finally finish my part of the cell bio project.. tml shall see how much poon and teng siong has finish... hehe...  haha... already say is presentation liao.. the slides no need to do until so nice la... haha... need to pt out the main pt then the really presentation then say out all the sub pt and explain loh...  erm.. the hardest part will be the 500 words summary loh... the slides no need to care so much about it loh...  it is the presntation skill which is needed here.. haha... *say until i so pro like tt* haha...

today the cell biology quiz.. haha... dunno la... shld can pass... but think cannot score.. hehe...  i really dunno i really got study or not... it is not liek maths where i know it is already i know or nt... whahaa...  bio alot of concept need to remember... haha...

suddenly got the interest back to take my ACCA and CAT... hehe... i dunno shld take this sem or wait for yr 2 then take... haiz...  i only have 1mth to think... argh... can i cope? ask my kor for advise... tml then ask.. i think tt pig also slp liao...  not on fone leh... = sleep liao.. lol

stop here ba... tata...

"It is better to have loved and lost Than never to have loved at all"


xOOx - 11:10:00 pm



having a half time break... hehe... then come to blog a post... hehe... now studying for my cb quiz tml.. sian man.. like alot to study... but i like clear 3/4 le... but dunno got go into my brain ma.. hehe...  today was such a tiring day... wan to slp man..  have the DNA lab in the morning.. ermmm.. the question that we need to answer like no answer like tt.. hhaa... in the lab have our our own forum... keep barking on each other pt... lol... so fun... it is something i usually don do in sec sch...

then after tt got cb lect and ps lect... cb i start to slack liao.. cos very tired then cannot stand le... keep eating sweet to keep me awake.. hehe... but in ps lect.. i really nv listen.. cos i already start to rot le... lol...  today saw her the whole day... keep secretly look at her... hehe... am i...? nvm... study first.. hehe...

rest enough i guess.. back to work... blog in again tml... whoever is looking at my blog.. have a good day.. hehe...


xOOx - 9:07:00 pm



ho ho.. sian man.. today whole day slacking.. hehe... but got read up the cell biology loh... hehe... bored man... tml going back sch le... going to start war again and can see her for the next five days again.. hehe... 

tues having cb quiz... so many quiz.. i going crazy le... still need to complete the project... argh... stupid man... this fri my 2nd interview.. *best of luck* hehe... just now was toking to py... give up on saying her already...  hope she can wake up ba...

gotta my forum name le... hehe... finally.. soon my forum will be up... lol...

janis: haha... man man save ur money for jay the qi li xiang album... and hope u can find ur necklace.. hehe...

py: pls study la.. my last time telling u this le... don wish to say le...

 


xOOx - 10:12:00 pm

曲：周杰倫
詞：方文山

窗外的麻雀 在電線桿上多嘴
妳說這一句 很有夏天的感覺
手中的鉛筆 在紙上來來回回
我用幾行字形容妳是我的誰

秋刀魚 的滋味 貓跟妳都想了解
初戀的香味就這樣被我們尋回
那溫暖 的陽光 像剛摘的鮮豔草莓
你說妳捨不得吃掉這一種感覺

雨下整夜 我的愛溢出就像雨水
院子落葉 跟我的思念厚厚一疊
幾句是非 也無法將我的熱情冷卻
妳出現在我詩的每一頁

雨下整夜 我的愛溢出就像雨水
窗台蝴蝶 像詩裡紛飛的美麗章節
我接著寫 把永遠愛妳寫進詩的結尾
妳是我唯一想要的了解

那飽滿 的稻穗 幸福了這個季節
而妳的臉頰像田裡熟透的蕃茄
妳突然 對我說 七里香的名字很美
我此刻卻只想親吻妳倔強的嘴

Those cannot see the chinese word, go to View - Encoding - Find Unicode (UTF-8) then click it.

Qu: Zhou Jie Lun
Ci: Fang Wen Shan

chuang wai de ma que / zai dian xian gan shang duo zui
ni shuo zhe yi ju / heng you xia tian de gan jue
shou zhong de qian bi / zai zhi shang lai lai hui hui
wo yong ji hang zi xing rong ni shi wo de shei

qiu dao yu / de zi wei / mao geng ni dou xiang liao jie
chu lian de xiang wei jiu zhe yang bei wo meng xun hui
na wen nuan / de yang guang / xiang gang zhai de xian yan cao mei
ni shuo ni she bu de chi diao zhe yi zhong gan jue

yu xia zheng ye / wo de ai yi chu jiu xiang yu shui
yuan zi luo ye / geng wo de si nian hou hou yi die
ji ju shi fei / ye wu fa jiang wo de re qing leng que
ni chu xian zai wo shi de mei yi ye

yu xia zheng ye / wo de ai yi chu jiu xiang yu shui
chuang tai hu die / xiang shi li fen fei de mei li zhang jie
wo jie zhe xie / ba yong yuan ai ni xie jin shi de jie wei
ni she wo wei yi xiang yao de liao jie

na bao man / de dao sui / xing fu le zhe ge ji jie
er ni de lian jia xiang tian li shou tou de fan qie
ni tu rang / dui wo shuo / qi li xiang de ming zi hen mei
wo ci ke que zhi xiang qin wen ni jue jiang de zui

Music: Jay Chou
Lyrics: Fang Wen Shan

The sparrow outside the window is being noisy on the electrical wire
You say that this sentence has a lot of that summer feeling
The pencil in [my] hand, goes back and forth on the paper
I use a few lines to describe who you are to me

The taste of sanma fish, the cat and you both want to understand
The fragrance of first love was rediscovered by us just like that
That warm sunlight, is like the brillant freshly-picked strawberries
You say you can't bear to eat up this feeling

Rain falls the whole night, my love overflows just like rainwater
The fallen leaves in the yard, thickly overlaps with my lingering thoughts
A few words of dispute, cannot cool my warmth
You appear in my poem's every page

Rain falls the whole night, my love overflows just like rainwater
Butterfly on the window sill, is like the beautiful chapter that flutters about in the poem
I continue to write, to write my eternal love for you into the poem's ending
You are the only understanding I want

That fulfilling ear of rice, made this season happy
Yet your cheek is like the rippened tomato in the fields
You suddenly say to me, "Qi Li Xiang" this name is very beautiful
Yet at this moment I can only think of kissing your stubborn lips

Translation: jakinni - www.jay-chou.net
Thank You.




xOOx - 4:33:00 pm

now studying for cell biology quiz...  having a half time break... hehe... i gotta kill rong jun.. say fri will give the name until now haven have a answer.. now toking to him in msn.. better give me the name by today.. wasted a mth liao loh... argh... don wish to waste time le... argh...  still need to get alot of thing to move on loh... haiz... sian..

 


xOOx - 1:01:00 pm

so tired.. just back home.. hehe... went put with ray hj ys rj and jerry... today ray bday... so we this few brother came out to celebrate for him loh.. intially going to sentosa de.. but morning wet weather... cancel.. then in the end say meet at orchard then go seoul garden eat loh... after we meet.. then we then plan again.. then ys say go watch movie .. went to lido and check the time.. hmmm...  then see see and think think.. in the end make up our mind... say eat liao then watch... so we choose King Arther at 9:30pm one... hehe...

gotta our ticket then we head back to taka de seoul garden to start our food "war".. coming down the escalator from lido.. hj saw shu hui working at tumi counter..  i pei fu her la... o's this yr le now still working.. just now tok to her with hj.. she is so tired and sick... so poor thing... ke lian... then we started our "war"... first we chiong all the meat.. lol.. then come the prawn then back to the meat then to the veg then to blah blah blah...

half time break... whahaha... i and hj went down to taka to see got any fren working or not.. first to the 3rd then to 1st... haha.. joanne working today.. and another ger name grace.. someone i dunno.. then tok tok for awhile know le.. haha... then grace and joanne call hj to pass jasmine her bday present... lol... the same joanne... she keep asking us to help her buy the perfume... then i keep giving her alot of lame reason of not buying.. haha.. :p

then walk to paragon metro to pass jasmine her that present.. lol.. argh... "xian yuan..." she always call me tt... even in sch also..  nvm.. use to it liao...  tok tok and tok then we go back for our second half... haha..  we ate from 5pm to 8:30pm.. wow... whahah... song bo... hhaha.. then walk ard then went to lido for our show... haha.. the movie not bad la... rating 4/5 stars... hhe..

after show they say wan to sit down for a drink then wait for NR to start.. wad piang... idiot ppl... i can use consession one loh.. nvm... who tell me don bastard ppl one.. the wait loh...

chiong the whole day le... going to slp le... tata.. nite...

Feeling start to grow when i see you everyday, i now don't know should i start to grow this feeling...



xOOx - 1:15:00 am



just reach home.. so tired sia... finish sch at 5 after the peer tutoring class... tt senior is super... all AD for all his core subject.. pei fu him... wanne to be like him.. must work hard le.. hehe... but the class quite rubbish la... he like reading the note loh... lol... i also can.. lol.. after that when canteen 1 with yichao benny and han sheng to have dinner.. lol... benny is our shooting object.. so poor thing.. all call him vegtable head... lol... ke lian.. lol... "sooooo cuteeeee" wahhaha.. wad toking with them until 6:30 like tt then go meet hj and went to orchard to get raymond bday present..

the same old ys.. will be late de... lol... then we went to cine to eat long john.. omg.. *die le.. i have been eating and eating le... * wahaha  then eat le went taka to meet ys... in the end saw joanne working... wahaha.. then we there tok tok until ys call us then we go meet him.. lol...

tml going to sentosa.. sian man.. intially don feel like going de... cos wan to study... but raymond bday... brother ma.. must celebrate for him with all the other brothers... lol... then go chiong loh.. haha... since so long nv go chiong with them le... lol...

ho ho... about 1 hr plus more will be raymond bday... a happy early bday... lol...

 
Feeling can be build though time...


xOOx - 10:41:00 pm



ho ho ho.. just finish my obc tut3.. haha... not finish la.... the long long need to write out the question all nv do.. only do the naming... hahah... now i only know the iupac of the obc loh... the explaination part i still blur blur one... haha...  dunno when then will understand..

i think today shall slp early... so tired...  :p bleh...


xOOx - 10:41:00 pm

ho ho.. just back from NDC... hehe... my appointment shld be at 4:30pm... but i went early.. lol... cos 12pm finish sch le ma... no where to go... then went to queenway be4 heading for NDC.. lol... bus 61 go alot of place sia... next time can jio ppl go out taking tt bus.. lol... at queenway... i went to mac to have a bite be4 contiune shopping for clothes.. so ke lian... was alone shopping... got 2 pair of socks and one short and a shirt... at NDC..  the dentist say me today... hehe... i lazy ma... nv blush my teeth properly.. lol... he warn me.. better clean my teeth properly.. lol... "Yes Sir!" i will de.. lol... he today like tighten it more... then add a spring into it.. lol... but not as pain as the first time la... a few days cannot eat properly loh.. lol... i think this time... one day can use to it liao... lol...

today IS class is always tt sian loh... and coldddddd...  hehe... CATS... finally that hanmin communiciate with us le.. haha... he say he gotta do the articific out sia... hoho... then we all no need to do anything liao.. lol... WAA is always the most sian one... i nearly slp in class.. lol.. i don usually slp in class de loh... but this time round... my eye give way... keep closing.. lol...

 


xOOx - 5:20:00 pm



wooo... finally found the design i wan.. hehe... edit some part and now is happy with it... wan a link to my blog just add comment to this entry.. hehe.. thank you... it is late liao... gotta go to my bed now... see you.. bye...


xOOx - 11:53:00 pm

yessshhh... one more to go.... i will be able to get tru to the NP Ambassador team.. lol... so sad.. timon nv get tru... i tot he can then we two can fool ard inside.. lol... next interview will be next fri.. lol... now i really dunno wad they gotta ask in this round de interview.. lol... sian half... hope to get tru.. *pray hard*

ho ho ho.. now listening to jay new song qi li xiang... lol.. v nice... waiting for his album to be out.. lol... 3rd aug...  hmmm... sian man... sometime is so confuse sometime i'm so clear wad i wan... but now i'm so confuse of wad i wan...

woooo.... tml IS class.. sian man... then after tt still need to go to NDC... sian half...  how i wish got someone to pei wor.. haiz... i don  think i can find ba... 


xOOx - 9:35:00 pm



-Out of Love-
Fooled as a fool,
was never really cool
caught in a situation
I`ve never before gone through
 
As hard as i wish,
or as hard as i hope,
I`m never going to make it
never going to cope
 
Why do i keep seeing you?
out of coincidence or is this fate?
Are we meant for each other
or meant to be just mates.

 
By Rachel Low Li Wei



xOOx - 11:07:00 pm

just back from king albert park mac.. hehe... intially wanted to study but in the end... too tired liao... tok and tok with timon and yi chao.. lol... tok about alot of things... ranging from ger to bball.. lol...  really slacked the whole 3 hrs there...
 
next test... obc.. lol...  i think i still alright liao la.. can digest almost 3/4 of the lecture so far le... hehe... my class is the most slacking class and also one of the most hardworking class when come to study.. lol... really loh... lol...
 
haha.. class hot topic.. reine and yichao.. lol... can see yichao like reine la... aiyo... must gan gan... and reine u must also give yichao some answer ma... lol... like shy shy one... must open ma.. lol...
 
back to study liao la... hehe.. maybe not.. maybe play cm... lol... see 1st.. not chatting with fu on irc... tok cock la he... bloody ass... lol...
 
 


xOOx - 9:18:00 pm



hehe.. from the title u will know... whaha... i slack my sat the way tru... but tml cannot slack liao.. going out study with yichao and timon... haha... dunno will end study or not... going suntec to study.. whahah... so stupid... lol... maybe i recommend expanade(dunno how to spell) lol...

ytd... janis was rite... i still will be affect by ur words... hai...

i will have my own life and u will have urs with him soon ba...

xOOx - 10:12:00 pm



ho ho ho... wad a day... have my IS class.. so damn cold man... like everytime IS class sure will rain one loh... then the room will become damn cold de loh... lol... sian man.. just now dunno wan to go play bball or go gym.. but in the end went swimming.. lol... cos i like tt sun just now.. lol... swimming for 1hr+ ba... then cloud keep blocking the sun.. then forget it... then go back hm le.. lol... bath le... then go into my dreamland... haha... 6pm then wake up.. lol... so long le.. nv afternoon have a nap...

just done mine obc tut... do only the drawing part.. lol.. others all nv do.. hehe.. lazy.. lol...

sun tan is so shiok....

Date:15 July 2004

xOOx - 10:59:00 pm



damn dulan with yongsheng.. forget it man... i don wan to tok bout it le... knn... properly tell u... u think i toking rubbish... f u la... if u think this way i have nth to say le... as fren then i tell u all in general... don wish to listen then forget it... u all think i attitutde then attitude loh... if all think i wrong.. try thinking is my words correct....

Date:14 July 2004

xOOx - 10:02:00 pm

ho ho ho... just reach home from school.. just now have the ambassador interview with the leaders... hmmm... abit scary loh... haha... like having my eng oral converation again... haha... like promoting myself today sia... wad good things about me... blah blah blah... dunno can get tru or nt... cos she asked me one question tt i totally go blank loh... lol... *pray hard* 21 or 22 the result will be out.... lalala... so tired sia...

suddenly so relax le... like i'm so free le... hehe...


xOOx - 5:41:00 pm



haha... so long nv play bball le.. today play in school with my batch of 1F05 guy except for kenny and arron... haha... ho ho... got quite alot of bball player in our class sia.. timon yichao jiafeng hansheng all pro de wor... cannot play play de... i play for leisure de... relax only... yichao and jiafeng play so siong de loh.. haha. i can still there fooling ard de.. hehe... lost touch with the ball le... haha... throw the ball all cannot go in de outside the semi la... hmmm.. i think need to train back the touch again le... haha...

now sourcing for my cell biology project... mad cow.. whaha... i really going mad soon... doing this project... argh...



xOOx - 9:05:00 pm



just back from school.... wad a slacking day for me... early part still alright ya... cos got do things... lab ma... second half start to slack like hell... haha... there toking and toking and toking... haha... worse is PS... there drawing... haha... see how slack i was today... haha...

i peifu benny la... really peifu... lol... only those who know will really blow man... bloody 3 yrs... peng... i really diao when he say his reason... haha...

today, really bo liao... 1hr there tok about love... wahhaha.. longest and shortest r/s... haha... we really damn bo liao sia... haha...

bah bah bah... =)



Who Is This? whahaha

xOOx - 5:53:00 pm



it is late liao... hehe.. still slacking ard.. chatting with janis, ch... haha... today really slack the whole day... nv do revision.. haha... must bark up le... haha... starting of the new week le... i will sure can make it one... hhehe... going to slp soon le.. hehe... slp early guys and gals.. haha...

To Janis:"I'm no love sick hor... just like to write out my feeling loh... =p"

To ch:"Don think too much lah... stay happy man..."

bleh bleh bleh...

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Never Have I Fallen

Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away

- Rex A. Williams -


xOOx - 11:41:00 pm



每个人都在幸福的车站等着那一个他/她。。两个人一起乘着幸福列车通往幸福的国
度。。。
不要错过了你的“她/他”啊。。。

xOOx - 4:43:00 pm

sian man... read the obc text.. done the heading for ita project... now feeling so bored.. and no one can chat with me... sian... hmmm.. those i always chat one all like offline leh.. hmmm... why life is so miserable? when then i can have own life back? trying to seek my love back.....

xOOx - 4:17:00 pm

just back form nas campfire.... siao one man... 30 other school the scout and gg coming... during the campfire... the MC like having their personal private concret like tt... all the childish scout keep running from their sit and to the stage... siao one... keep block our view to the performances... idiots... then me jeff ray their all will keep shout at them... haha... then the funny part is jerry walk down and tell them nt to block.. but in the end a failure.. haha...today a gathering loh... meet up with ch gladys... saw daniel.. saw bill chia...still as strong as ever.. haha

f the scout who stop us just now... we are ex nas ppl loh... kao... nv even say sorry loh... where we from? where got ppl ask like tt one.. he think he can command us meh... f f f f.. get lost man...

haha... no chance to tok to gladys just now.. just come hi and a few simle... ch still got sit down tok cock abit... haha... i having a funny feeling... dunno is wrong or not.. just hack la... aim wads in front.. don care le...

love come i just take loh... if don then just let it me loh...

Miss, Missed, Missing....

xOOx - 12:57:00 am



finally it is sat liao... going back to nas for campfire... now talking to my ex-xiao gong zhu.... she has become so diff from last time... she now only care about her HIM.... i felt so heartbroken, but i nv wan to tell her about it... she will nv find out about tt, cos she will nv understand me...

ch look funny when i chat with her now... asking "You want me go ma?" funny leh... nth better to do.. haha... bo liao.. :p it is her decision loh... hhahaha... if u wan to go then go loh... no 1 will force... haha... everyone must have his or her own decision and thinking one. going out soon le... *hope i will have a good day today*

Tears drop with reason, Tears is the soul of love....

xOOx - 1:41:00 pm



another obc class ended... and more blur i becoming.... hehe... so much things don understand sia... brought the organic chem text.. hope it help to clear my doubt of this module... or i will die... *i will make it de* went for the ambassador game section just now... say it is a game section but it turn out to be a testing of ability in the game.. how u cope and how good one is... really hope i can get into ambassador... dunno y leh... just feel that it will help me lots.. hehe... next wed going for the leaders interview... *i must jia you* I SURE CAN MAKE IT ONE...

2nd week of school have just ended... hmmm... can i cope with my school work? can i cope with my life now? where are you my true love? *still seeking* my feeling for you have totally faded off.... even my xiao gong zhu... i hope i'm able to feel the fade away ba... or i can't forget you.... *I SURE CAN ONE.. I SURE CAN ONE...*

No love No Saddness No Tears... Only Pain from the past...

xOOx - 11:56:00 pm



so long nv update my blog le... even those private one... i just delete them cos i dunno wad to write le... i shift all my blog to here... if they are sharp enough they will able to see this ba... let start... last few day felt so lost... maybe i found the answer i wan ba... sat alone at the bus stop, i was thinking... suddenly i saw those chances my xiao gong zhu used to give me... those time where i miss and i cant turn it back... those time which i can understand her more... time where i can turn the incident now... forget it... i will nt able to fall in love with her... even i wan, she wun wan to trust me to give her the love anymore... next is someone who i wanted to love but cant... ever sch start i just lost that love... i felt the fading... the lost... which i cant explain it... maybe it may be good for u and me... i will stop my woo for u.... sorry...

school started... and gave me alot of stress liao.. so many thing so unclear to me.. hai.. i will fight tru it... my hope after 3 years... it will come truth.. :) nv gave up my hope... for my love side... just let it be ba... fren is better than starting a relationship.... i like the way i am even though i hope that there is someone who is able to share my happiness and saddness.. i just cant find that "her"...

Dream of you...

xOOx - 6:00:00 pm


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